Saturday, January 23, 2010♥♥♥
withLove; 8:50 PM
230110- Day before B's birthday.
my mood wasnt that good since the accident, i thought i will be okay after everyone's funeral.
but i guess i was wrong. im not.
God brought all of em go to a better place, i know.
my mood is weird. totally weird.
everything had changed, friends had left. like what Giselle said, Life must still carry on.
i'm tired. i never know that i was this tired until everything is over.
why i still cant control my emotional??
Brendon, this name never get out of my mind before.
i miss him everyday in school.
i cant feel anything now, im numb.
the pain is still there. my heart is still havent recover.
IM IN PAIN.
i dont know how to describe my pain. it kills!!
Sis B, God had brought you away from us. but i know God will brought you to a better place. be a good kid there right? =)
Happy Birthday in Advance, my dear B.