Friday, January 1, 2010♥♥♥
withLove; 11:10 PM
010110- First damn day of 2010.Another had gone, and guess what. yesterday i was hoping to see that jerk in queens.
i went there with cousin and i couldnt believe that i wore slippers, shorts and Equator's art camp shirt. the worse was i tied up my hair.
And i bumped into a lot of friends which i dont wanna meet either one of em'.
i had tried to avoid em' but they came to talk to me.
i kept both of my eyes on my slippers, pying's eyes, chingwen's boobs, alvin's bag, hao's "dont look down" 's shirt and my phone. i dare not to take a peep at entao bahs! wth.
im so afraid to see him. but thank god, i didnt even see his mother fucker face.
im so down yesterday when im on the way to Queens. HELL
hello, why do i feel this way??
i walked all the way and im hoping to see him but i dont want to see his face! wtf is going on with me?
im f5 now. and things happened when im f3! bloody 2 years! HELLO!
i always thought that i dont like him anymore but what is this? i was crying for him again??
i dont want!
CHNG EUGENE! all thanks to you!
i cant bloody get out of that kind of life.
do you know how much it hurts??
do you know how deep it is?
if theres a chance to be with you, I WANT. please keep it for me.
Happy New Year. 2010
